Nick's Soapbox - The legend continues.....

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I'll update that more then this, but this aint going anywhere soap fans. I'll stil be here from time to time!

Happy New Year Gang! Hope everyone had a good one. Mine was pretty crappy due to working, but meh!

I will aim to post more this year, and hope you all join for the ride. And Lindsey, once again Happy Anniversary for the 25/12. A whole year, and what a year! Here's to a calmer and happier 2006.

Big up for the return in some form or another of No Mercy, My last few months of uni and hopefully of my current Jobs.

I just went through something which made me realise im lucky for who i have and what i've got! Having spoken to an ex for the first time in a year, i realise not only how lucky i was to have escaped and survived but also greatful for my life as i know it now!

But i will say thank you J for dumping me for the following reasons;

1- I found a girl who loves me and who i love back in ways i never knew possible

2- I was able to grow my hair, colour it, straighten it (which, i do owe to you) but was able to leave it natural and curly. I aint vain, but I've never felt so attractive. Also colour it. No more boy band look for me! Which leads me to

3 - It's relaxing to know i can wear what i want, when i want. Be it my ice creams, Spongebob customized jeans or a funky tee. No more comments, or Crap £50 t-shits (i mean shit) by a crap designer that i don't even really like

But most of all, thank you, cos if you had never done this, I wouldn't be the happy man i am now. I don't have regrets in life. You learn and move on, And thanks to you i have. I have become a greater, a happier man.

Lindsey I love you so much, and im sorry i can be a bit of a dick sometimes, but you mean so much to me. Love you babydoll. Thank you and finally,

Thank you Chuck Norris!

Happy new year everyone!

I finally hand delivered my tape to MTV Studios in London.

Ok, i will proably hear nothing at all, but i can say i did it!!!!!

Updates:

Had car crash - got whip lash

Uni Sucks - still

Christmas is nearly here - aghhhhhh

Advent calander - Back log of chocolate to eat

Me and Y2 - The reserection of No Mercy is near!

Work - Busy

Ice Creams - 3 Pairs

Lindsey Norman - Love her loads

All my friends new and old - You guys rock!

updates:

• I fought UEL and won! I have about 4 months left in that crap hole
• I delayed sending off the MTV tape due to Uni delay
• Me and Lindsey have been together 10 months, all is well
• Re-kindled some old friendships, lost some and also re-aquainted with long lost friends
• In a twist of fate, am enjoying my hard Sainsburys job more then my supposed fun bar job.
• Visited the Ice Bar in london, check it out! Its a good laugh
• Christmas getting closer, time to watch a double bill of The Grinch and Nightmare Before Christmas
• Got me a nice new Sony W5500i mobile

Actually i think thats it. all been quiet. oh well, that'll do for now!

Everythings fine.

Working Hard

Making My MTV audition tape.

Holding a club night soon in Ilford. Details to follow

So I got tickets to V!!!!!!!!! Problem is Katy got them for the wrong site! Doh, though i think me and Linds will still go.

I got a call from MTV and they want me to send in a show reel! This could mean nothing, or something fantastic!!!!!

And me and Rick made things up, and he made it up with Lindsey. we are all happy friends again! That is groovy!!!!!

So, I e-mailed TRL on MTV to tell them how my Girlfriend Lindsey was the biggest John Travolta fan.

They phoned and asked if they thought she would like to be interviewed from the red carpet on how things were.

Then i got a call from presenter Dave Berry and told that John actually wanted to talk to her live on air. all day all i got was Lindsey moaning cos i kept leaving her when ever MTV called me up.

6:40 Pm 7th March live on MTV Dave Berry Talks to me and they films us in the crowd, then i pass the phone over and she says hello and thats when she realises shes live on MTV and Talking to her hero of about 18 years John Travolta! She is crying, the audience (were told) were crying, and he then gave us and her sister tickets to actually attend the Premiere and the after show party! It was the most sereal thing in the world and still hasnt sunk in!

7:20 PM were in the empire leicster square after walking down the red carpet and mingling with celebs like Darius before being ushered into the cinema where Lindsey got to say hello and shake hands with her hero and i got to touch Uma Thurman!

Then after show party where we saw Girls Aloud perform and others and saw celebs like Blazin Squad, Christina Millian, Cedric the Entertainer, Alex Zane (who told me I had style!!!!) Alisha (RIP Mis-teeq) and probably others i have forgotten!

It has been the most amazing two days of my life (i was on TRL again yesterday so they could ask Lindsey how it went).... I dont think things could get anybetter.

The last two days have been amazing! Can’t believe what has happened. Things don’t get any better then meeting your Hollywood idol in a million to one shot opportunity and in realizing Lindsey’s dream, I realized mine. I have always wanted to walk down the red carpet and I was able to do that and attend a premiere! Nothing will top this moment… well maybe one thing… but that will be an equal!

Thanks to everyone who helped and support me and us. Especially those who said we wouldnt last. we are going to stay happy and together.

oh as since my last update.... everything is peachy!